Wednesday, October 30, 2019

I need some sleep

I finally got some prescription sleeping pills, to address a (so far) lifelong issue. On the one hand, these are wonderful and I should have gotten them sooner. On the other hand, if I had gotten them sooner, I could be weaning off a major dependency by now. On the other, other hand, nearly 100%* of my sleep-deprivation-induced sleepwalking incidents has ended with me pissing myself (so far, never in a closet, as my research indicates is common).

Every night for the past few weeks I have fallen into a very deep and long slumber, and it's been refreshing and relieving. And while I realize this isn't a long-term solution, neither is pissing on a desk chair after several weeks of persistent insomnia.

*literally 100%